I dreamt of you again last night. Probably because I talked about you to a friend. In the dream, you still wanted to be part of my life. But I no longer want you in mine. I apologised to you in the dream, and then we both cried. And I woke up. It was justContinue reading “Just a dream”
Author Archives: Daniel Tay
Dreaming of you
I dreamt of you last night. I’ve been dreaming of you almost every day this past week. Was it a good dream or bad dream? It was neither. It was dreams of every day life, as though I was really meeting you in person. Last night, you invited me to go with you to yourContinue reading “Dreaming of you”
Being a wallflower
I haven’t been doing so well. It seems like I come here to write only when I’m not doing so well. I watched a movie a couple of days ago. It’s called The Perks of Being a Wallflower. It’s about this boy who is a wallflower, that is, an introverted person who attends parties andContinue reading “Being a wallflower”
Happy 10th
It’s our 10th anniversary today. I thought we would be done with each other by now. But still, we are locked in a contract together, trying to break free from each other. This will probably be our last. We have spent the last 6 months untangling ourselves. We have finally disposed of our matrimonial home.Continue reading “Happy 10th”
Covid Chronicles, Day 16
Circuit Breaker – Day 16 Normally I write about my experiences but today I had none, since it was my day off and I stayed at home battling anxiety. So I’ll just write about what I spent last night thinking about. Out of all workers, the 20% of people still commuting to work are theContinue reading “Covid Chronicles, Day 16”
Covid Chronicles, Day 15
Circuit Breaker – Day 15 Two days ago, I shared a post about recognising mental health symptoms experienced by people undergoing this traumatic period. While this coronavirus period has largely resulted in little change in my lifestyle — the sole exception being having to buy groceries — I too have not been immune to theseContinue reading “Covid Chronicles, Day 15”
Covid Chronicles, Day 14
Circuit Breaker – Day 14 I decided to go out at 4.30am to get some bread from the nearby supermarket, and some pork products which Yihong Trading Enterprise doesn’t sell, because it’s a halal-certified establishment. This is the best time to be in the supermarket. Shelves are restocked to how a supermarket normally looks like. The lastContinue reading “Covid Chronicles, Day 14”
Covid Chronicles, Day 13
Circuit Breaker – Day 13 Shit got real yesterday. I was doing a shift with a team mate at a location that no longer sells food. He wanted to order McDonald’s delivery, but decided against it when he saw that it would take 2 hours to get to our location. In the morning, when IContinue reading “Covid Chronicles, Day 13”
Covid Chronicles, Day 12
Circuit Breaker – Day 12 I have decided to get the bulk of the household’s groceries from Yihong Trading Enterprise and have it delivered. That’s what I’ll be using part of my $600 Solidarity Payment for. Daniel Yap’s business had previously been serving the needs of the Bangladeshi population in Singapore. With many migrant workers locked downContinue reading “Covid Chronicles, Day 12”
Covid Chronicles, Day 11
Circuit Breaker – Day 11 When I first took up this work, no one knew much about Covid-19. We all thought that Wuhan was overreacting, and that the whole thing would blow over by May. We never expected that in May, we would be locked down almost as tight as Wuhan. But at least ourContinue reading “Covid Chronicles, Day 11”
