I feel… disconnected.
I keep scrolling my social media feeds, looking for someone to interact with. Yet when interaction comes, I withdraw from it.
It’s not loneliness that I feel. It’s more of a sense of disconnection.
Disconnected from my community.
Disconnected from my friends.
Disconnected from a bigger cause.
Disconnected from myself.
But as much as I’m drawn to throwing myself back into work where all the connections are, I know I’m not ready yet.
My judgement is still clouded. I still have a lot of inner work to be done.
I’m not ready yet. Not ready to be connected.