Disconnection

I feel… disconnected.

I keep scrolling my social media feeds, looking for someone to interact with. Yet when interaction comes, I withdraw from it.

It’s not loneliness that I feel. It’s more of a sense of disconnection.

Disconnected from my community.

Disconnected from my friends.

Disconnected from a bigger cause.

Disconnected from myself.

But as much as I’m drawn to throwing myself back into work where all the connections are, I know I’m not ready yet.

My judgement is still clouded. I still have a lot of inner work to be done.

I’m not ready yet. Not ready to be connected.